What do I do to ignore what's behind me?
Do I follow my instinct blindly?
Do I hide my pride from these bad dreams.
And give in to sad thoughts that are maddening?
Do I sit here and try to stand it?
Or do I try to catch them red-handed?
Do I trust some and get fooled by phoniness,
Or do I trust none and live life in loneliness?
'Cause I can't hold on and i'm stretch so tin..
I make the right moves but I'm lost within.
I put on my daily fa?ade but then.
I just end up getting hurt again.
By myself (myself)
I ask why, but in my mind I find.
I can't rely on myself (myself).
I ask why, but in my mind I find.
I can't rely on myself.
I can't hold on.
(To what I want when I'm stretched so thin).
It's all too much to take in.
I can't hold on.
(To anything watching everything spin).
With thoughts of failure sinking in.
If I turn my back I'm defenseless.
And to give in to faith seems senseless.
If I hide my pride and let it all go on.
Then they'll take from me 'till everything is gone.
If I let them go I'll be outdone.
But if I try to catch them I'll be outrun.
If I'm killed by the questions like a cancer.
Then I'll be buried in the silence of the answer.
By myself (myself)
I ask why, but in my mind I find.
I can't rely on myself (myself).
I ask why, but in my mind I find.
I can't rely on myself.
I can't hold on.
(To what I want when I'm stretched so thin).
It's all too much to take in.
I can't hold on.
(To anything watching everything spin).
With thoughts of failure sinking in.
How do you think I've lost so much.
I'm so afraid, I'm out of touch.
How do you expect I will know what to do.
When all I know is what you tell me to.
Don't you know.
I can't tell you how to make it go.
No matter what I do, how hard I try.
I can't seem to convince myself why.
I'm stuck on the outside.
Don't you know.
I can't tell you how to make it go.
No matter what I do, how hard I try.
I can't seem to convince myself why.
I'm stuck on the outside.
I can't hold on.
(To what I want when I'm stretched so thin).
It's all too much to take in.
I can't hold on.
(To anything watching everything spin).
With thoughts of failure sinking in.
I can't hold on.
(To what I want when I'm stretched so thin).
It's all too much to take in.
I can't hold on.
(To anything watching everything spin).
With thoughts of failure from with.
